Well as of late, I’m not with my kid’s mom anymore and I live on my own (well sorta, I have a roommate). It’s hard sometimes because I’m so used t being around the babies al the time, and that’s not the case anymore with seperate living conditions. So everytime I get to be with my babies I cherish it because who knows when it will be the last time (other than the Good Lord). I finally got a cellphone back up and running again so folks can get at me, for stuff.
Other than that the AssistMKE Project s just that, a project. A friend of mine was suppose to be pushing it for me, but doubt that it’s happening so I’ll have to manually hit up people without getting cursed at as a spammer or scammer trying to make money (even though it is a free site). I’m still trying to pay off this hold so I can get back in and finish my degree, but that looks bleaker and bleaker with child support coming to rob me. Granted I’m all about supporting my kids, but come on certain things don’t cost that much, but hey I just have to come up with a rebuttal for the amount. Or at least delay the full cost til later this year or something.
Other than that, or as my sister would say, “It could be worse” (I love ya, Tina). SO I am blessed to have a job that has decent pay and work with some decent folks.
Today seems to be dragging for some odd reason, maybe it’s just the energy here in the workplace or me coming to realization about people. Most likely a mixture of the 2. The music I’ve been listening to today reflects the mood as well, or as someone would say “depressing”. AT the moment “These Hard Times” is playing on my Chromatic, while I look for something else with a similar theme to play and help me get through the day, and allow me to run this feeling out of me.
I’ve been back in the gym, and running, and that shit is whooping my ass. As I said before, the Army would be disappointed, but I’ll get back to my old self, or close to it at least. Trying to cook my meals more, and even for lunch eat more soups and water instead of regular soda and such. Even cut back on snacks (those couple bags of chip at the house are getting dusty). Well I’ll end the session for now, I promise I’ll be back sooner than later.